That black shadow
Keep following me
Long before
And still
Sometimes I try to run
Running away hard
From that black shadow
So annoying
So irritating
I once hope to be free
Now I realized
Only that black shadow
That annoying,
Irritating black shadow
Never leaves me
Abandoned me
Always there behind me
Following my trails
Now I am glad
I am thankful
For that black shadow
Really is my true friend
Now I hope for
That black shadow
Keep haunting me
Forever
Indefinitely
When a soul is born,
It's fated to die.
When there's life,
Eventually there's death.
Life and death can't be separated,
They are like mutual lovers.
Life brings you joy and happiness.
Death brings you sorrow and grieve.
Another death today
Another soul has gone
Left behind other souls
Need to be stronger
More stronger
Please
Those who remains
Now it's their struggling
Death waits
No, it's coming
Maybe years,
Months,
Weeks,
Days,
Or even now
Definitely coming
it has been a week,
and a month,
i've been suffered,
suffered by the pain,
the pain that you have caused me of feeling,
the pain that appear without me inviting,
the pain i could no longer bear,
please not anymore,
my heart is crying,
so loud,
thats sometimes i can hear it when i sleep,
when i awoke,
and even when i'm not in my conscious mind,
my heart is crying,
my heart is crying by the pain,
by the pain of losing you,
by the pain of loving you,
by the pain of kissing you,
by the pain of holding you,
by the pain of meeting you,
by the pain of knowing you,
yet, i can still smile,
but i smile with the pain,
i smile with
after that little fight,
small scratches on my hand,
i hope u satisfied,
my love,
is that the way u show me ur love?,
then i should bear the pain,
even after u do it again n again,
my love for u has been that deep,
deep than u can imagine,
sometimes i wonder do u really hear,
my words of admiration and endless love that i shower,
it's almost two days since i last kiss u,
the scratches on my right arm's has faded,
but not the pain in my heart,
*sigh*
no,no,
it's against my wish,hope u to know that..
i have tell myself to stop,
for kissing u again,i will not be able to let you go,
*childish laugh*
i know somehow i sound desp
That black shadow
Keep following me
Long before
And still
Sometimes I try to run
Running away hard
From that black shadow
So annoying
So irritating
I once hope to be free
Now I realized
Only that black shadow
That annoying,
Irritating black shadow
Never leaves me
Abandoned me
Always there behind me
Following my trails
Now I am glad
I am thankful
For that black shadow
Really is my true friend
Now I hope for
That black shadow
Keep haunting me
Forever
Indefinitely
When a soul is born,
It's fated to die.
When there's life,
Eventually there's death.
Life and death can't be separated,
They are like mutual lovers.
Life brings you joy and happiness.
Death brings you sorrow and grieve.
Another death today
Another soul has gone
Left behind other souls
Need to be stronger
More stronger
Please
Those who remains
Now it's their struggling
Death waits
No, it's coming
Maybe years,
Months,
Weeks,
Days,
Or even now
Definitely coming
it has been a week,
and a month,
i've been suffered,
suffered by the pain,
the pain that you have caused me of feeling,
the pain that appear without me inviting,
the pain i could no longer bear,
please not anymore,
my heart is crying,
so loud,
thats sometimes i can hear it when i sleep,
when i awoke,
and even when i'm not in my conscious mind,
my heart is crying,
my heart is crying by the pain,
by the pain of losing you,
by the pain of loving you,
by the pain of kissing you,
by the pain of holding you,
by the pain of meeting you,
by the pain of knowing you,
yet, i can still smile,
but i smile with the pain,
i smile with
after that little fight,
small scratches on my hand,
i hope u satisfied,
my love,
is that the way u show me ur love?,
then i should bear the pain,
even after u do it again n again,
my love for u has been that deep,
deep than u can imagine,
sometimes i wonder do u really hear,
my words of admiration and endless love that i shower,
it's almost two days since i last kiss u,
the scratches on my right arm's has faded,
but not the pain in my heart,
*sigh*
no,no,
it's against my wish,hope u to know that..
i have tell myself to stop,
for kissing u again,i will not be able to let you go,
*childish laugh*
i know somehow i sound desp
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Favourite Visual Artist
kimura takuya.,kazuya minekura.,maa-chan
Favourite Movies
i'm open to anything ;comedy,action,thriller..
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
japanese and korean band mostly, u name it..
Favourite Writers
me,and yeah,.. it's me n my partner here shakespeare
i've been skipping classes for 4 days straight,
and it's supposed to be the toughest subject on that matter.
now i'm scared as shit, much catching up to do,which i know well i won't,
i probably will be skipping class again, i need a real slap in the face.
(not that i can randomly ask someone to slap me, and even if i did i probably slap them back anyway)
what is wrong with me? i am a huge mess.
*maybe i should blame it on the weather,
it's so cold i can't work this lazy butt out of the bed,
bath? i even think twice to go for a pee,
there you go, blame everything you can,
except for your dumbass self
it's something that i can't figure out till this very moment,
i know i have to start this or else it'll be the end for me,
but when exactly? how? dareka oshiete kudasai T__________T